Beginners Babysteps

Why does one start a blog? And why at 23h23 pm? Because I'm a she through and through? Because clutter, chaos, perfectionism attack me like a big green African mamba (remember those Roald Dahl biographies lol). Because I get sidetracked quicker then the speed of light ... I want it for all the good and the bad reasons.



I've been a flybaby for over six years now ... fluttering, crashing, forgetting, starting over ... but once you have met flylady the change is there. Some days it hits you in the face ... some days you must really look for it. But she changed me allright. The flywash way :)



Now I know the demons I'm fighting. I want to be the perfect wife/mother/homemaker you name it ... And oh yeah, I have a princess in my little castle that has been used to rule my life for quite a bit ... And ok, I want that magical pill that would turn everything around from one moment to the other so badly ... But as flylady teaches us ... I recognise those voices ... ok sometimes they can still fool me ... but not for long ... so I will get those wings ready for some more fluttering ... I crashed one time to many today ... I will take a step (ok a lot of steps) back ... and start over. Not from scratch. I already learned a lot! :)



Tomorrow (I know lol ... but then again I'm way past bedtime lol) I'll start my day with day 1 of the beginner babysteps.



The habit that I will be working on this month, as I already was uptill now: Getting up at a decent hour!



Mmm I need a reward ... I will think about that some more ... how many star days for ... yawn, really sleepy now ...



Am I already running? I hope not. Ok, blog ready ... timer ready ... Wish me luck!

1. get up at a decent hour! 8:00 :) Check!
2. shine my sink! Check!